Well I have a good support system,coworkers,family dr,atty,cnslr atty referred me to, so i can get my strength back.

I keep telling myself i have to do the heavy lifting and i do feel like one against a bunch.

I have a game plan, now I just need to get out of this depression and get it going. I know I need to thrive if I'm going to pull this off.

No I have not contacted her, nor has she reached out to me.

I realize now after reading the petition she has planeed this since July and either set me up really well or finally made a decision.

I have hope and a lot of prayers for a saved marriage.