I hate seeing you in a semi-dark place...Don't give up my friend...Just do what I did, step back and allow Him to do it...It took me months to figure out how to leave it at the cross and not pick it back up...I begged my pastor to please show me how but as you know it is something learned...I am happy to hear you are going on the retreat...You need it
When you have a second - Isaiah 42:16
You are in my prayers my friend.
May All Who Seek To Take My Life Be Put To Shame And Confusion; May All Who Desire My Ruin Be Turned Back In Disgrace. ~Psalm 40:14~
