Funny, that's what I was thinking too, but wasn't sure if I was just reading into it or perceiving things correctly?!? Wondering if he is getting close to trying to initate something with me? And IF (big IF) he were to, how am I going to respond? What am I going to do?
Physically - my body is prepped/ready/rearing to go, like a wild stallion pinned at the gate. And emotionally/mentally, I did fine last time with going right back to how things were/have been between us after his "break-down" day.
But that was also before I knew and had seen as much as I have now. I think I'm ready to play it off and not give in at this point. I have always given in and caved way to easily in my past. If I keep reminded myself of my imaginary lover and being unfaithful to "him" (which is really myself, lol) I think I could stand strong.
Plus, Sunday is/would be our 12th wedding anniversary. So, I'm anticipating a normal weekend of H being gone and me doing my own thing.
Me-34 XH-33 No Kids We were M-12Y T-15Y 5/09 Same house-separate bedrooms 01/10 I filed for D / H moved out 09/16/10 Divorced
