PLEASE HELP! - About to completely LOSE IT!!!

[aflowergurlie]

Yesterday - H called me twice around lunchtime and I didn't answer his calls. I was at work and wasn't able to. I sent him a text "Can't talk - u need something?" He sent text back "I borrowed (co-workers) beamer. Forgot house keys at work. Wondering if you are coming home for lunch now." AFG text back "No - sorry, not for a while". H text "No prob. My mistake." In the past he would have been quite irritated doing something like that, not at me, but at the situation and wouldn't have said something like that. Also, he knows it is very rare that I would be home for lunch that early, so kinda puzzled me.

Home from work later - I decide to set up like I am going out for evening. H's normal routine is to come and get ready and be gone on Thursday night through Sunday night. I didn't make dinner and in my room I had my pedicure/manicure stuff all set out. Also, I have a little wall hanger where I had hung the lingerie to dry before putting away. I left my door open a little ways and went in my bathroom with door closed to take a shower and get ready. Just before getting in shower, heard kitchen garage door close so I knew H was home. Then H knocks on my bathroom door. I say I'm not dressed he'll have to give me a minute. H decides to just talk through the door "Just wanted to tell you that you missed out earlier today, I was going to take you for a ride in (co-workers) car." And then tells me about his keys mishap and daily work stuff. What's so funny about this all is that directly outside of my bathroom door is the wall hanger where the lingerie was hanging, so I'm sure he was probably staring at it the whole time. Lol! I just obliged his conversation and then started the shower water and he quit talking and left.

Before I came out of my bedroom H had taken his shower and packed and left. Was happy to have house to myself for evening as a "breather" which I've come to enjoy. Around 9:30 I get another picture text from H of H holding his bro's new kitten. Just replied about hour and half later "Awww - she's such a little sweetie".

Then for some reason, I got a feeling, and I had had it pretty much all evening, that H might come home last night. Don't know why I had it, but I did. Even in spite of H's overnight stuff being gone indicating his normal routine of staying elsewhere. Sure enough, close to midnight just as I was about to go to bed I heard the kitchen garage door and H come in and talking on his phone. I gently closed my door and went to bed and then heard H close his bedroom door. Hmmmm?

This morning - H knocks on my door before leaving for work. Shows me another picture on his phone of his bro's kitten. Then tells me as I was making quick breakfast for myself in kitchen "So glad to have my truck back. I was over having to drive that other car."