Thanks hon. I guess the crux of all of this is that I am becoming more spiritual. I am learning more about souls and karma and past lives. I am learning more about me and that voice that comes and calms me.
I have a long way to go but as I said I can't go back and I can't find the off switch. "It" floods my thoughts and I work to find a place for it so that I am not overwhelmed. I haven't mastered meditation at all as my mind loves to go off track and think of all the things I "might" or "should" be doing.
I don't feel as if I asked for this to happen but it did and now I am on this journey and don't they say that is half the fun?
kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory