John-- Ouch! But true...I am stubborn/willful and believe in 'ever after' so I refused to believe we were 'done' despite things H did. Putting them in chronological order in black/white put things in perspective. He pretended he could commit and I pretended I believed he could, to a certain extent...
Mike--Good song, once again. Don't I get points for at least acknowledging that my M is gone, and still choosing to be positive??
