I read your post last night, reread it this morning.....are you a saint? Are you applying for sainthood? Saint BBJ...I am sure you qualify. I don't know how to say this but perhaps the fact that he has been the only man in your life is what is keeping you from doing what you should do (quite honestly should have done a long long time ago). Are you seeing anyone professionaly BBJ? I think you need to speak to someone....
BBJ that is over a decade of bullsh!t and those are the ladies you know of! That is not normal behaviour...why don't you write a list of Dan's good qualities to try to balance that list so I can understand what this person who says he wants out of the marriage has to offer.....because I do not see it.
I am sorry...you probably do not need to hear this but for some reason that list got to me ...... and I am holding back.....especially when you are hypothesizing that he never really loved you?????
