Wed night. Took an early train home.We hadn't talked at all throughout the day. She called me when I was on the train and just wanted to let me know what was going on. She and D2 weren't going to be home til 8:30 because she had band practice. I got home early and decided I was going to paint a bunch of trim because all of the sudden this whole sitch has kind of woken me up and I don't feel like watching TV ever I guess. So, I end up cutting myself on a rusty piece of metal and being a man I wash it off and ducktape some paper towels on it to stop the bleeding and continue painting. Of course she comes home and calls her mom and they both say I need to go to the emergency room and get a tetanus shot. I finally went after I finished painting.
Thurs AM - After getting home late and not sleeping alot I decided to "work from home". W and I both slept much later than usual and we both woke up at the same exact time (separate beds)..I helped her get the baby ready and she was thankful. Then I decided to rip off a quick 10k run. When I got back instead of working I did more painting, went to home depot to buy a couple of doors and more paint. Picked up D2 from daycare since I was home and did a bunch more stuff around the house. W got home a little after 8 and I wrapped up painting and just sort of decompressed. We watched a show together for an hour and then I said I was going to bed and I went to my exile room.
This AM, non-eventful. She's off today. We'll see if she calls or txts. Her mom called ME last night. Gave me some well wishes and positive feedback. She's great.
Whatever. I'm continuing to be Mr. Happy even though I'm not so much. Helping out more where I can which she appreciates. We are both going out separately this weekend. She's looking for something to do tonight but wasn't sure if she felt like going she said.
At least we are playing nice...still want to play a little nicer though. Listened to the 5 love languages on CD on my commute now. Just started on the way in today. Not bad...
Down but not out.
Me: 30 W: 29 D: 20 months M: 5 years T: 6.5 years ILYBNILWY and want to separate: 10/5/2009
