Yes, that other post was down, but look at how you ended it:

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Long term goal? Get healthy. What do I need to do in order to do that?

1)Make time for myself. Even 30 minutes to exercise would help.
2)Dump all non-healthy food from my home.
3)Follow the renal-patient eating plan to the letter.
4)Learn to ignore my inner voice that says it isn't worth it because I'm not worth it.
5)Stop focusing on living just for Marc and mom and find a way to want to live for me.

Yeah, they're going to be hard. But with help and support I think I can do it. I have friends who may be able to help if I can get the time.


I don't remember you ever coming around to the positive within the same post, when you start off "in the pit." THAT IS HUGE!! Great job! And, things since then sounded better.
Having your mom in the hospital has to be hard, but in a way a relief, too - you have some help in looking after her, don't have to worry about the shower, etc....
(I am surprised that they didn't get you something to eat when you were there - but no cafeteria there for you?)