Thanks for your kind and straight forward talk, I know what needs to be done, don’t forget this OW thing has been going for the past 2 yrs. I know I had some opportunities during this time to get W back but didn’t have the courage to let OW go. I felt W was no longer interested; I felt that she was having a ball dating and It really irked me. Now what? I have been kicked out of the house, I going to sign a one yr lease for a new apartment, we have mediation this Tuesday and I feel that the window of opportunity is closing very fast. We were getting along well last week, we were working on some financial issues, we even hugged and cried together, all I heard its too late, get your place so you and OW can have better sex, my response, I have no one else, you are the only woman I love and I want you back. This past Tuesday all Hell broke loose, we just kept going back and forth with some damaging and demeaning text messages for at least 2 hours. I’m in panic mode,W hates my guts, OW is driving me crazy, too demanding and a temper that actually “Scares me”. I’m getting so fed up with all this, that I actually think, if I can have the W the least I can do is take life one day at the time, and have fun with OW or anyone else, I feel like given up on both of them. I know I screw up, but I feel deep down if W had not gone the road she did 7 yrs ago we would not be here right now.
I just feel like giving UP, and at times like giving it all UP.
