The party's over. Everthing I thought was so positive yesterday, those babysteps were H just trying to feel me out, to make it sound like it's all my fault that he's doing what he's doing, that I forced him to take OW to meet his family and then to call and call me just to check in to make sure everything is still how it should be in his mind.

Am I totally misreading him from yesterday? That his asking of this marriage is saveable was really him saying it's not? I mean I am so confused right now I feel like I'm back to square one and after I thought things were starting to turn around.

I really want to confront him on this weekend thing and ask him why he thought it was okay to take OW to meet his family...this just sucks What am I doing here, I should probably should move over to "surving the Big D"

Cathy