How did I get here?

[wanttobebetter]

We were supposed to go to a Halloween party tomorrow night...that is not happening now.

She emailed me and said she is pulling back because she does not want to give me any false hopes right now and doesn't have any feelings for me right now. She is only concerned with figuring herself out and being with the kids.

Am I at the end of anything happening? Is this where the plug is pulled on everything? I cannot continue on with this...