You're wonder woman today, apple pies! I love apple pie but haven't had a chance to bake any. H loves them to as does son.
PW is a really good friend and once I assured her I REALLY WAS okay she relaxed and we went onto her SITCH!! She's on the verge of an A herself!! She described the guy and his showing more and more interest her and on and on and I just didn't know what to say to her.
I can't believe you're 43 with grown children and her I am 45 with an almost 4 year old!
If you read my early morning post about conversation with H, I was kind of feeling anxious about OW, but it passed rather quickly. Now six months ago, I would have been in tears and just feeling awful, would have had a confrontation with H, but now it's soo different. Detaching, detaching, I'm at the point. I really didn't even want to talk to him this morning, but he kept calling me, even left a voicemail to call him--which he doesn't usually do!
You know the other thing my friend thought I should do is "put myself out there"? I said I don't want to put myself out there, if I did I'd be in the same sitch as my H is in. I could be very vunerable to an A of my own right now, but I wouldn't do that. I'd have to tell them right off the bat that I was married, but separated, and then I would be out there...does that make sense?
Okay, my H is calling me again, I have caller ID at work, but I'm not going to get it as I'm going to go to lunch now.
