Ten o'clock you're posting, didn't you get up early yesterday, also? Hmmm I know it's tuff to sleep some nights especially when S3 won't go to bed!!!
H's OW's H died last Sept. of colon cancer and according to my H, H looks quite similar to her deceased S!!! She still keeps his pictures up all around the house, too.
I also gave me H a little card last night. On the frong was a jar full of faces with smiles on it and on the inside it says "just want to be sure your day is full of smiles" and I wrote have a great day! But I told him couldn't read it till today. When I gave it to him, he said what's this for and wanted to know why he should take it...I said becuase just take it and put it in your lunch cooler and read it tomorrow, or just take it and throw it out your window I don't care, but just take it.
I also told him to have a good weekend when he left and he said "yeah" which is actually a lot, usually he doesn't respond at all.
When he returned my cellphone call about meeting them for dinner, his "hi" was so emotionless, he just seems so down sometimes.
Right now I'm trying to live on the feelings I had for my H when I first met him and his buried good qualities and liking THAT guy, but if he keeps SHOWING more of his oldself, I might actually start liking him more for REAL.
