So it has been a while again, but I thought I would come and give an update.
First things first.....I am getting married!! We have set a date for June 12th and we are going to Vegas. There are a lot of friends and family coming and I am so excited. I was completely shocked when he asked me and I even took a couple of days to answer him, but that was due to my previous experience and nothing to do with him. He is also divorced with no kids. His marriage was about 4 years and he had a bad experience, no cheating but lying and deception.
As far as other things in my life, I am doing better dealing with my brother's death. My life will never be the same, but I am dealing. I was pretty close to the bottom before I started taking the AD's. I still have my moments and I imagine I will forever, but I am better than I was.
Haven't seen or heard from xh in a few months. I did tell him that I am getting married and he seemed to be really happy for me. I think he felt like it relieved him of some of his guilt. I don't really think about him anymore. The last time I saw him he looked so run down and just awful. It is kind of sad but he brought it on himself. My mother gets collection calls at her house all the time for him. I had a lawyer call me looking for him and then they sent a letter to my mother's. I left it on his car the other day. I am not sure what it is for but I am glad it isn't my problem.
Other than that, not much going on except that work is extremely busy. We had gotten down to the bare minimum as far as employees and I got through by the skin of my teet but things are really picking up now and we have been hiring like crazy!
