WAS seeing reality?

[v1olin]

I just spoke to my wife on the phone about a 50/50 custody schedule and she went along with it but after a while I could tell that she is not going to give in on the child support issue. Mediation will go nowhere and we will go to court. Then a judge will decide what is the best thing for our kids. I am pretty positive that I will get joint custody but I am trying to come to terms with what might happen even if it is not in my favour. W was going on about how she has friends at work that are divorced and how she admires their relationship with their ex. I am sick of this freaking attitude that WE CAN BE BESTEST OF BUDDIES AFTER DIVORCE!! I kept my cool and told her that we needed to have a talk in person before mediation about how things will be after divorce. She says, "Am I doing something that you dont like? Because I would like that feedback." Well yes honey! I dont like you lusting after a married man and I dont have to stick around for it either!