Hey RR: Been really sick for the past week...first day back to work. I am tired...but all I have done is sleep. I feel better but just tired.

Not too much new...did get the waiver of service so I dont have to have stbx served back signed but not notarized. Go figure. Let's see how long it takes him to get it back this time. I swear, the man is not stupid. But do I have to give him step by step instructions for EVERYTHING?

I have gotten out there a little. I have had one official date, but have not heard from the guy. Actually, this was okay though, because before I would have gotten so bent out of shape. But I realized that it didn't really bother me, the rejection, because I realize it is a normal process. I had a great time on the date, he seemed to, but maybe the timing is off or whatever, and I did not take it personally.

Actually, right now, I am really enjoying being on my own. I just got the cable turned on, and LOL this sounds cheesy, but am enjoying not having to share the remote. D13 has her own TV smile

The only piece of me missing now is from missing my brother, but sometimes I swear I can hear him laughing...


Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..