oh Bobbi.... I think mine is too sadly... I guess we are only missing my H being out of the house. I am sure that is coming sooner rather than later.... your poem was spot on.... this is killing me too... killing ME... I don't know who I am anymore except a poor deserparte housewive trying anything short of hanging on a chandlier to get her H to love her.....

Anyway I think your feelings are spot on.

M:47
M:18
D16, S19
1st S 1/08-5/08
Reconciled/May 7, 2008
Left again Nov 9, 2009
I Filed: Nov 17, 2009
Final: April 14, 2010
EX walked away from kids too