She went straight to the shower so I am back. I can tell that she is conflicted about leaving me. She even told me tonight that some days she feels positive about our future but other days she is not. She can't seem to let go of feeling like the hurt she feels over my depression was personal on my part. She also says she feels like I "need her" more than I love her. She has noticed my changes over the past month and I think that is why she has let her guard down around me lately. I have received a lot of good advice from Sandi and I agree with her that the intimacy of late is because I am being "tagged" until she figures out what she wants to do.
-HBH
No more sex.
Refuse it next time it happens.
Hard as it may be, tell her you don't want to give her the wrong impression.
