I just realized last year the day before halloween i drove 340 miles to an interview. On halloween I started my interview at 8:00 am and didn't finish my interview until 4 pm. Drove 340 miles home. Got home about 8;30 9 o'clock. No one was home she had taken kids to friends house 30 miles away and didn't get home until late that night. I complained but she didn't care.
JJ
i can't shake this feeling of hopelessness.
Let go of your expectations.
She can do what she wants to do.
The beauty is that you can do the same, you control you, you can't control her and even if you could, you wouldn't want to, wouldn't you want her love to be given freely to you? Otherwise how valuable is it?