((LuLu)) thx for checking up on me. =) I see you had a dream that affected you too.
Flowers! I did that for myself even tho my h is out of the country atm, it made a world of difference even in my situation. Just really cheered me up. You have the added benefit that he will see them. I love it! and its not deception, as long as it DOES cheer you up, after all, its for YOU anyway right? How he takes it is on him
