No, but in one, I didn't offer to help him out of a burning car...which is completely out of character for me. I would help anyone. I woke up in a cold sweat and crying. Others are short, but ...he breaks his leg, or something like that. Ok , zombies got him once but I had watched a horror flick for some reason b4 i went to bed. Anyway. they are really messing up my sleep.
Today has been fairly good, I went to lunch with a close friend of mine and while I was extremely sore and tired when i got back, I was in a great mood.
I have a dr appt in the morning to go over some of my test results....Im a little nervous. Trying not to dwell on it tho.
Had one moment today when I missed my H. I was transfering files onto my new MP3 player (yes it came in finally) and saw a pic of him. God I wanted to cry. I just skipped over it and did something else for a minute, then went back to loading my stuff.
I did chat with a friend of mine who told me I shuld just tell him "hi" and see what happens. that kinda goes against the LRT tho, so Im not going to. Plus. honestly, I dont think it will make me feel any better. I can fantasize that it will, but really. i know it wont. Not right now anyway.
