Ok, I get it now.

I think the experiences we have had do have a lot to do with how aware we are not only of ourselves but how we fit into humanity.
We all worked very hard not only to try to save our M's but also to grow. That is something most people don't really do because they aren't forced to. The majority of people operate on autopilot throughout their lives because that is the path of least resistance. Growing takes hard work and suffering and pain. They don't like that very much!

You are all the better for your experiences kat! Good on ya!


T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43
bomb12/4/07
PA5/07
S12/26/07
D final 11/17/08
Back together with no defined R 05/2010
confused....to say the least!!!