Makes perfect sense to me (((Rabbit))). You are feeling unwell, you are recently bereaved, you have been looking after swine flu S and Teddy Boy has gone off the rails again ... look at the picture - and then compare it to my situation ... You are a few weeks behind me and seem to be going through the same pattern, at the moment. Do you remember the funk that I was locked in to? Don't allow it to grip you too much - it's so hard to shake off. Put up your own pile of rubble to hide behind ... protect yourself and your feelings right now. Just wait ... just rest.
When I come home tonight (sorry, I'm soon out the door), I shall visit you at the other burrow and tell you more. You won't long have started your day so I guess it can wait! Hang on in there Rabbit ... these are dark days for you and the disappointments are overwhelming. We have all been there. That's why it's so good to let it all out here - people know EXACTLY how you are feeling. I don't even think that this is very subjective as we have all been through the same in one way or another and the emotional drain and physical pain that we are left with IS the same for us all. It's not like having a headache and there are varying degrees. This is good old fashioned heartbreak and that hurts 100% - no degrees in that. None of us would be here if it affected some more than others - of course, that's only my opinion, for what it's worth.
You have weathered more than this so buck up now. Get yourself out tomorrow (for it's 11.30pm with you right now) and if you can't go riding, at least go for a walk. Do something - look at nature and remind yourself of it's beauty. It works for me, every time.
I'll be back :o) (((Rabbit)))
WAH 43; W 47 M 16; T 17 Cats 15 & 6 Bomb 27/05/09 ow 28/06/09
"It is only on the darkest night that we see the stars"
