i'm still around,anxious and really depressed, can't even describe the pain it's bad.
I have not contacted MLC since last wk.
I didn't realize how depressed I really was until last night and this morning was real bad. It really hurts when the person you put ahead of everything is coming after you for everything,crushes your future,plays the kids as pawns,stole everything that mattered from me and does not care.
My atty called me today,I'm doing the right steps,but I'm strugglin with anxiety and my normal listening process she's worried about what I'm going to say at the court and MLC's atty is very mean she said and will try to rattle me. New goal roleplay and practice relaxation techniques.I need to find myself quick.
