Quote: Is there some reason why you can't go outside and help your sons and their father?
Nooo there isn't a reason, except they left Friday night and stayed at H's parents. I thought I wanted the day to myself, but I really didn't have any plans, so ended up not doing too much. And it wasn't till later that I realized I really do like being with them and that I really don't need all this time to myself. Here was the plan, originally I was to go up also, except to shoot my bow with gf, but she had to switch the day to Sunday, today. So until that happened, I was planning on being up there and was going to help. blah, blah, blah I guess it really doesn't matter. So a light bulb came on, but not till later in the day. What is the saying hindsight is 20/20? I really don't know what it means though. So it was an awakeing on my part.
And, when they did come back last night, S3 was out for the night SS19 and dad were beat. They were pretty much uncommunicative, I asked a few questions, which neither answered. I like to know what S3 eats/drinks as it sometimes predicts his mood, so I did get answers to those questions. Othewise it was like talking to walls, I was trying to much to make conversation.
At one point, I did catch H staring at me, I was sitting on the couch, kind of smiling as I was watching TV and I looked at H and he had been staring at me...probably wondering why I was smiling.
