Ellie,

LOL you're too quick. Ohhhh, I was coming back here because it just dawned on me that him saying "it doesn't matter anyway" was him trying to stop the nonsense.

I blew it didn't I, I WAS being a jerk. I sometimes find myself pushing the envelope, meaning being upbeat, but maybe being a little too flippant.

I do want to apologize, but don't know how to do that meaning I either leave a voicemail for him on his cellphone or wait till he calls again. Any suggestions?

I really want to ask him what he meant by that also. I feel bad now.

Cathy