Today I saw a councelor about what I'm going through. He's the same guy I saw as our MC. Even though he couldn't help us a couple he does know our history and will help me more.
We talked about my W and what he thought of her. He said nice things about her personality, but when it came to me my W didn't have the feelings about me she hoped to have had. I also told him about the past fights we had and how if I pushed for her to do something she got real mean. My C told how he noticed when he pushed her she didn't respond in a positive way, so was he a good MC?
At the end of the session he asked me why I'm still with her. I told him I didn't want D11 have the same childhood as I did. I was afraid that I would stop seeing D11 like my dad stop seeing me when my mom got D.
