Wife has expressed her frustration with going out of town and really not having that great of a time wither her friends. " I should have just stayed home and and went to the kids sporting events."
Yesterday I noticed she posted on the pantries white board that she planned on going to a football game for her Gf's Bday. I called her art work and stated that I was planning on going to that game and if she wanted to go she needed to set up baby sitting. I admitted to her later that maybe I should have said I was planning on going to that game. What can we do to make that happen?
It initially went down the road of W: "why are you throwing in my face that I was gone all weekend. When did you know that you were going? Who Are you going with? Do you have tickets?
Me: Because you were gone all week end and I need to get out. W: you can go out any time you want.
Me: I was thinking about going for a couple of weeks and was trying to get someone to go. But as for now no such luck.
Me: So I will probably go by my self. W: thats really weird. I can't believe you are going by yourself. M: thats not your problem. I just really want to go to the game.
Me: I don't have a ticket but i should be able to find one at the game. Do you have tickets.
W: GF and I know plenty of people with season tickets.
Me: I will see if i can get a sitter. But would like you to also try.
Nothing else really came of it I plan on heading to the game on Sunday.
I also told her I planned on being out of town the weekend of her friends wedding. Since she hasn't mentioned us going together. W: Well my GF isn't taking her husband because he won't know anyone and I thought you wouldn't know anyone until I found out some people from the small town we grew up in were going to be there.
I can't prove she is in another relationship with someone but I can't disprove it either.
Last night she went to the GYM at 9:15 and sent me a text at 11:55 ststing that she was sorry and on her way home she met up with GF that couldn't go on trip on show her pictures from facebook. The GF in question is not on FB so this is plausible.
Limbo land stinks. I really appreciate both the detachment thread and especially the Boundries thread. Thanks Coach.
One last thought as I walked past her this morning I grabbed her hand she took hold of mine. I leaned in a little and so did she. She asked if I needed something and I said nope and went upstairs to my office. She did offer to take son to Cub scounts after i told her that I was to busy tonight with work and house stuff.
I wanted to give her a kiss today. She knew I wanted to. DETACH!! I'm already Dead! i'm already dead! I'm already dead!
JJ
H:37 W:34 D11,S8,S6 Together 19 years M:10 Bomb:4/09
