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I have accepted whatever crumbs my husband has thrown my way because I am supposed to love him unconditionally.


You are supposed to love yourself unconditionally first. Solution: love unconditionally but have boundaries on behavior that is unacceptable to you. Even God gave out boundaries.

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I have still been on a soul-searching journey and I am coming to the conclusion that I have been dis-honoring myself.


So start honoring yourself to get out of that hole. You can handle it.


M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12
Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.