Thanks Grace. You are right, hope is a good thing to have and its hard to keep sometimes.
H is on his way home from the airport. D14 said this morning that she missed Dad but enjoyed he time with him away(b/c I spoiled the girls and myself a bit). H actually texted me that he missed me, which was surprising and nice. I reciprocated.
I'm sure life will feel a bit more stressful with H home, but I am really going to try NOT to walk on eggshells, to be clear in my communication and have no expectations. Those are things I haven't been very consistent with lately and I'm going to focus more on.
M44 H46 T21 Married 16y D14 D12 Bomb 12/08(EA), (PA/Separation)1/09 to 5/09 Home/MC 5/09 to 12/09 Leaves 12/09 Files for Divorce Divorce final 6/30/10.