I'm still trying to recover from that horrible dream. It's amazing how much of an effect it's had on me. Ughh! I need to bounce back and get back on my PMA, 180'ing, Gal'ing horse...soon.
Yeah, I don't know. Today I'm feeling like I deserve so much better than H. But I am sad I know I need to snap out of it but it probably won't be today. Fortunately H isn't coming by today so i have until tomorrow.
To add to my mysteriousness or is it total deception? I think I'm going to buy myself some roses tomorrow and put them in a vase on the kitchen table. I never buy fresh cut flowers...ever...and why not roses! Ha. Is that bad?
Me 37 H 41 2-dd's (2,3) T-14 M-10 D-Day 6/18/09 (MOW ended their brief "love" affair a few weeks later) Separated- 7/3/09
I know I need to snap out of it but it probably won't be today. Fortunately H isn't coming by today so i have until tomorrow.