Things have gotten better for me. Im feeling MUCH better and am able to get around again. Im even going out for lunch today. Its going to be slow, but in time I will be able to get around more. Im taking it a little at a time. Lunch today, then maybe in a couple of days, I will get out again. Short little jaunts for a while tho. Im so happy to be able to get out a little today and do something =).
No contact in 19 days from H. I havent contacted either. He was with OW over the weekend I know, but seems to have stopped reading my music. Checked once yesterday, altho I havent done much because of my health. Is this a backslide?
I didnt realize it had been almost 3 weeks until one of my friends asked me if he had called me yet. I'll admit I had a pang of heartache for a minute. He seems so....gone now. Cut me out of his life completely. In a small fit of .... anger? jealousy? disgust? ...not sure, I almost blocked him on FB. I didnt, we arent on friend lists now and havent been for quite some time. Hard when it pulls up as a suggestion because of mutual friend. *sigh* Well it doesnt happen THAT often, but his profile pic is of them both. (grrrr)
In the meantime , Im working on getting my health up. I really am doing a lot better.....Been having a lot of nightmares about my H getting hurt. Is this normal? Hard enough to get rest without that.
