My sitch...long but please indulge me

[billclay18]

Obviously the holiday season of '08 is still fresh...but try focusing on the previous holiday seasons. I'm sure there were some special ones.

I read some of your current thread and you still seem to struggle getting "past the past". Certainly understandable, but you may be your own worst enemy at times. I have no advice since I've never been in the position of recovering from an A.