Well not too much new going on since W moved out last month. She has been out of the country for the last 2 weeks, so I have been very lucky in having the girls full time - enjoying every minute of it. W has written a few emails, mostly address to me and the girls however a couple have been directly to me.
My latest issue (if you want to call it that) is I also decided to dip my toe in the water and go on match.com. I figured I have been without a partner for the last 18 months. My W has shown no interest in working on the marriage, no interest in being intimate with me, and has now moved out. So what the heck. Well now there is a woman who is interested in meeting up with me and all of a sudden I am feeling guilty and I don't understand why. All that has been proposed is simply meeting up for a cup of coffee which is pretty innocent and it's not like I am looking to meet someone and start a long term relationship or even an intense intimate one. It would be nice to have some companionship to go to dinner or a movie, some physical intimacy would be a bonus (hugs and kisses).
Is what I feeling normal or is it a red flag that I'm not ready to take this step yet?
