For those with a WAS...How do you cope?

[courts0818]

On Monday, H sent me a text asking if I was still going to NY. I was a little surprised that he even remebered me telling him about it. But, we have the plans worked out. When I said, "we" - in reference to the friend that I'm going with, right away he asked who I was going with. And later he texted me a few times saying that he wanted my friend to drive. So I finally asked why he kept saying that - he said he wanted to be sure that's who I was going with and then he put "lmao" in his text. I guess he was just kidding - but maybe, just maybe...I have him thinking a little bit. I don't know - he sure doesn't act like he cares about me, what I'm doing, who I'm taking to, etc.

One thing he has to notice is that I'm being happy and getting out of the house bc I've been doing a lot of that. And I guess it really doesn't matter - but I sort of thought about Saturday night. I'm sure it was his friend that encouraged him to invite me. His friend is crazy and always tells my H he wants to get with me. H takes it all as jokes. Anyway, if my H really didn't want me to go, I don't think he would have put the invite out there.

Regardless...my H's actions still show that he is focused on himself and not interested in saving our marriage. So, I'm focused on me, 180s and GAL. What else can I do, besides pray? Nothing that I know of.

Okay, just a short update. I'm getting ready to DD to a playground. It's supposed to be nice and warm today. Yay!