Me that is, Ive had a bit of non cold for over a week now, just a sore throat and fuzzy ears, dont know if thats whats making me feel a bit down or what? Heard absolutely nothing from H so his getting to know me didnt last very long, although he is back at work this week and most likely doing nothing but bored out of his brain so he could have got a bit down and despondant too, not that Im making excuses for his cake eating behaviour!
Im really sick of being in this mess this week, just want it to end one way or another, the another isnt attractive but Im just tired of being under his control, mostly from the money issue although its been made a 100% worse by the banking problems, nothing from the agency again, but heck thats no surprise who wants to employ someone whose been at home for three years when you have a whole nation desperate for a job at the moment!
Pondering rocking the boat by seeing a solicitor soon, as otherwise I think this will rattle on for ever with him making no commitment to doing anything!
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Once lost but now found and happily married again!
