I haven't had to go on anti depressants yet but I have had to use sleeping pills to get any form or rest. I am working on this week to have absolutely no contact. No texts, e-mail nothing and it has been harder than I could have imagined. You keep thinking that you can say or do something to fix it so they change their mind but I now know it will never happen. My 6 year old misses her a lot and is always commenting on how much she wants to see her. I am basically just going through the motions to stay busy and play more with my little girl. God bless her because with out her I don't know what I would do. Right now the world seems empty and it is like I am always hungry or thirsty and I can not get enough to eat or drink. I am not sure I can do this much longer. It will be 2 months on 10/31. It feels like years.
