Does this C. know about the hx of swinging-under-pressure? If not, s/he cannot possibly do his or her job properly, and you're just spinning your wheels and wasting time/money
I told him at our first session. We really haven't said much about it other than H not being able to give me a guarantee about not wanting to resume in the future. H isn't hanging this over my head, he doesn't say much about it- I'm doing that to myself since there's no definite resolution and that upsets me.