I found some pants I like at Chadwick's with 33" inseams. oh yeah. what do you think about black leather, black stretch, chocolate brown cargo corduroys (more casual)???
now, where is santa claus when i need him??

wonder if h is wondering where i am yet. i play vball at 8:15, and have to stop at home first. we did not make dinner plans. i'm being evasive...i still have weird feelings. i want mush and gush. i hate this! WAH!!

i'm thinking about not being as w/o the ily's. I end up feeling empty. weird for me to say, b/c it was always me that wanted the and he's been more focused on the r-feeling trust and intimacy and ya know-girl stuff!