Has he brainwashed you with guilt and manipulation for so long that you don't even think you deserve that type of R?
You know, that just might be the case. I keep circling around to that mentally and emotionally, wondering why I can't just get with the program. I try but I just can't get it, and I keep thinking something is wrong with me. I hear H's voice- "But if we agree it's OK, then there's no problem." (Does not compute, Does not compute, Does not compute...) And instead of telling him firmly I want out, I'm trying to get him to let me off the hook. It's the passive-aggressive approach, right?
I'm off to the MC now, so Talk to you later- Bunny
