Wow, it's amazing how similar our situations are, so I totally feel for you. Does your H suffer from depression as well (you mention something about pills)? For me, as much as I want my H back and have our family together, I just really want to protect my son. I fear about how the D would affect him, but I also fear the affects of a dad who comes in and out of his life (like yours, my H comes to visit S for just a few hrs a week. I would not call that a dad!) Although we have been S for almost a year now, I only recently came upon DB. I'm still trying to negoiate this rollcoaster too, but I just wanted to offer some support. Hopefully, I'll be able to offer more advice soon! It's so nice to know we are not alone in this.
Me 27; H 28; S 2 Togeth 9; M 4 Sep 11/14/08 EA OW1 Sep 08 EA OW2 Mar 09 EA OW3 Jun 10
