I have been dark on the contact. I am a black hole. Only one phone call where she caught me and it was a short conversation that i ended.

As for the house. Well she is not a neat person. I did the cleaning and I gave up for awhile as I got to the point where I was thinking whats the point. And she did not pick up the slack at all. And it fell apart when I could not keep it up in the summer with my injury. But its back now to a house I like to live in. Which is clean and tidy. Actually its the first of the GAL's that I noticed worked. And she is checking in on that GAL. Or its a 180 as I got out of my slump in that area and became home proud again.

As for dating. I do understand the difference between dating and a relationship. So I have been 'dating' but it has been with female friends. As I do not feel up to having a relationship. I have kept dating to a few dinners and a festival and a sporting event.
Next week I am going to catch up with an old friend who has travelled the world and is starting to settle down. I am looking forward to hearing her stories.

I am also going to go out on my first blind date ever with a woman who is 4 months out of a marriage. I will keep my guard up there. Well I am still debating that one. I hear the words danger danger danger on that one.

As for becoming a WAS myself.... I can see it happening some days.

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unconditional love is awesome!