Wow! Our h's are alike in their thinking it seems...
Mine said his "spark" was gone and he didn't know how to find it...so he was going to leave me alone so I had the chance to be with a man whose face 'lit up' when he saw me and vice/versa. Heaven forbid he try to re-light the spark himself.
But you have the ML going for you, that's one thing I haven't had in a year! Not sure where this is headed for you but it has to screw with your mind. I would be waiting for the other shoe to drop if it were me. I am thinking of you and sending my mental support.
