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[awest1217]

The funeral went well. H has been really nice and talked again about getting DR, but hasn't had time with funeral and viewing. Also going to do dinner later tonight. I am still sad because with him gone again I feel like we have taken one million steps backward, but he is being very open about everything, and very nice. I am trying to just listen and not say anything. I don't know how long I can handle him being gone again, but I need to quit focusing on it and focus on me and S like I was before. It is just harder now because H says he wants to be home soon, but no dates.