I've taken a little bit of a break from the board. I think I've detached a little more, which is good. Weekend was OK with the boys.
I think I'm ready to do it. Show W the email that shows she's been meeting up with this guy. Tell her I know she's been lying to me.
It's showing all the cards. Telling her that, yeah, I've broken her trust by snooping, but she's broken my trust by lying, and even though she has filed for divorce, disrespecting our marriage. I can't take it anymore. I can't take being a doormat, listening to her tell he that she doesn't want to lose me, kissing me on the cheek, all that business.
She'll get mad, sure. But I'm going to tell her that she doesn't have to worry about losing me anymore, because it's done. It's time for her to move out.
I can't take it. I can't take the pain, I can't take the lying. I need to stand up for myself and feel right about being a human being that deserves to be treated better than this.
I don't know if this is DBing or not, but it gets to the heart of the matter. It'll completely freak her out. I don't know what she'll do, but I'm not trying to manipulate a response.
