You have progressed quite a bit in the last few weeks. Do not lose sight of that. Actually you should read some of your posts to other people: you sound so strong and mature... It is amazing how much more assertive you are when you are looking at someone else sitch and not your own.
So I have another homework asignment for you, then I will go to my meeting (I am already late, but they'll wait): look at your sitch as if it were someone else's and make a list of recommendations. If it helps, print it out and change the name. But read it and pretend it is your neighbor who is asking for your advice.
"You don't throw a whole life away just 'cause it's banged up a little"
Tom Smith in "Seabiscuit"
