I finally had to email my W because she hadn't replied to an email last week about the kids and school pickup which I needed an answer to.
She responded, but then added that she wanted to go over the divorce papers tomorrow and may need to call our attorney for clarification...so crap, she is still moving forward.
I just want to be done with this. I just want to find resolve and I find myself somewhat indifferent to what that resolve is. If it is divorce, get on with it. If not, let me know that.
50 days is a long time, but a good friend of mine said it is not a long time at all and I need to continue to just let her go through this process (everyone says that actually). I know, I know...you are all right, but I am having a very weak day today and am finding it harder and harder to be patient.
