10 things I love about me:
*Goofy/silly/funny
*Creative
*Adventurous
*Smart
*Outgoing/friendly
*Thoughtful
*Honest
*Trustworthy
*Fun
*Attractive

10 things that I love about H:
*Witty/funny
*Smart
*Talented
*Great listener
*Nice/kind
*Caring/sensitive
*Honest
*Loyal
*Trustworthy/dependable
*Gentle/easy-going

10 reasons I should not be jealous:
*H was w/x-fiance 6-7 years and did not marry her; he was ready to marry me after a little over 1 year
*H is very attracted to me
*I fit his ideal physical description: tall & thin
*H has fun w/me
*I have many traits that are unique to ME
*I please him
*H loves me for who I am
*I inspire H to be more active
*H cares about me and wants to please me
*H has told me on many occassions that he is glad he is not dating anymore and that he is glad he is with me

I lack confidence in myself
*b/c of how my parents brought me up (dad verbally abusive, mother jealous and insecure)
*b/c I feel like I have failed myself career-wise
*b/c I have mental probs-anxiety/depression
*b/c I put too much pressure on myself
*I feel incompetent in many ways
*I don't live up to my potential
*I don't take care of myself/finances/dogs/house like I "should"

Pam, I am on Wellbutrin but I am wondering if it is making me sick. I've tried most of the SSRI's and get the sexual side effects from them. Also, some of them made me sick. I take Ativan sometimes (as needed) which helps, but takes an hour or two to kick in. (wonder if that makes me sick.)

Thanks for the hug!

Thanks for the homework assignment, AKgal & Opt. I want to go to AK!! (Except when it is dark).

kharvey