Wife says she wants me to move on

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thanks for the replies. I went fishing today with a group of people. It was fun, but guess what was on my mind. Their were other married couples there, some with kids. I want to do these things to have fun and get my mind off of my W, but its not working. Very frustrating. I cant even watch TV without thinking about her sitting next to me. I felt like I was getting better the past week, then yesterday I started wanting my life back and im at square one again. I dont mean to sound like a whiner, this is very difficult for me, as it is others. What makes it worse is the fact I havent seen her in over a week, and we only talked for 3 min earlier in the week. Makes me wonder if she even has a hint of care for me.

I really feel for you, brkn. My W is in the process of moving out right now & I'm already having many of the same thoughts you mentioned. I take my S4 to church every week & see all the married couples there w/ their children & it makes me sad because I no longer have that. I'm sure watching TV will even be difficult since most of what I've always watched were "our" shows.Detaching is going to be a nightmare for me.

I wish you the best. Be strong.